RAWWRR .

today was ME and BRENDA's turn to take charge of guides .
i feel damn tired during the whole thing .
especially the flag thingy and the social thngy (abt napkin)
first ,, Roll Call was okay .. except for the loudness and not off tune .
den the games .. Dog and Bone was TERRIBLE . everyone was so slacky!
can't continue everything when everyone's not in the mood . =(
so Yi Zhen was kind of scolding them . [well,, we dun feel gd either :X]
den.. Yi Zhen mentioned abt the game 'Virus' .
den we juz agreed to the idea lor.. (''/)
den i knw some tried to be enthu . while others was like.. STILL SLACKING!
den for the sing-a-long . its was SUCKY . (sry to say dat..)
Me,Brenda,WeShan and ShuYing tried to demo for everyone abt the songs..
they juz gif us a sian look.. some was dreaming.. some was juz staring..
i dun knw wad they want.. haiz.. dat was the time i kind of sian diaoo oso =X
den for the flag thingy grp .. it made me so tired .
Me and Sharon and Esther was discussing at first .
Nurul wasn't interested . but kept sms-ing . i can't do anything den,,
dey knew i was juz a normal member toos . i had no rights .
so i juz left her alone . for MinJa.. she kept complaining!
complaining abt "y muz we do this? can we dun do? why today no science?"
den i was like "har? wad science?"
den she say "coz we can slp during science class ."
den dat was when i kind of control my temper alr,, i tried not to BLAST .
so i juz turned to Sharon and say "nvm.. we do ."
den Sharon started talking abt Super Juniors to MinJa .
dat was when i say "CAN WE CONTINUE?!" >=(
den she thot i was joking . so she didn't bother and continued her 'speech'
den i seriously can't take it anymore .
dis time i shouted .. "Can we juz do?!'' no one responded .
i just snatched the paper and pen from Nurul since she was sms-ing .
i can't take it . i really can't !~
den they knew i was angry . FINALLY! i juz dun bother .
den i write on my own .. den Si Hui came and ask,, "do finish le mar?"
i didn't reply. it wasn't my fault .
den i was thinking : i can be a very gd fren to you,, but u nid to knw whr to draw the lines .
i was also doing the flag thingy rites? its not dat youWANT or DUNWAN .
its juz a MUST . if u want to do it,, den do it well ! dun gif me excuses as if i had a choice .
i mean,, yes,, i do joke and laugh wif almost all the sec1s and 2s . but when its time to get serious,
den be serious la . Zzz
now i knw how tough to be in charged . now i knw how 'wei da' SiHui and YiZhen is,
i will try not to cause any trouble =X