the day i hated most❤

sometimes i really feel everything is NOT fair .
NEVER EVER EVER FAIR!!!!!!
You see.. Me ,, Shermaine and WeiTing are examples .
I swear that three of us tried our damn best .
we woke up at 4am every morning ,, den slept at 12am or 1am .
becoz of wat? becoz of common test!
den me and Shermaine was studying Math till the very last sec..
den? wats the result? A1? NOT EVEN A C6 .
its a bloody E8 and F9 . well done luh .
den was sitting beside WeiTing during Eng .
She cried . i told myself i couldn't and wouldn't want to cry.
so i controlled my tears . Shit .
den when receiving the Chem results.. Sher cried .
this was when i felt the need to cry .
at that moment ,, all i know is dat i'm disappointed . very .
den we had to go d & t . i dunnoe why . i just cried .
probably becoz its another B . wtc . WAS DAT ALL?!
damn . i just felt that our hard work was gone ,, totally .
turned into a bloody zero . 100% zero .
den Sher was like saying that if i felt it was really unfair to us .
becoz we worked so hard ,, and the result was sooooooo lousy .
you know wat? i couldn't answer this .
both of us cried on the path we used to take to go home .
damn . i can't stop crying now . stupid kid .
damn . now mum kena shocked see me cry .
dun dare ask results ._. sobs T.T
the worst thing is ,, Mrs Tang said i TRIED to study.
maybe that was how she thought of me .
she will never understand how tough it can get to study POA and D & T together .
the whole D & T textbook consist of how many pages? how many chapters?
yesyes ,, maybe i didn't tried hard enuf . maybe not .
maybe to her i'm just a lousy shit . she failed me . again .
okay fineee . so be it. Math and Chem . another bloody combination .
in the end? A stupid C6 dat dragged my A1 down to a B3?!
very well then . all you teachers know is we didn't tried our best .
but have they ever seen wat we've done on our part?
we DIDN'T SLACK . I SWEAR WE ALL DIDN'T .
all they know is to scold . and feel bad after that?
you know how hurt we felt? they will never understand .
NEVER!
i juz want to lock myself up . to answer for everything i've done .
do i really deserve so many Bs this time? fineeee .
i hate this . totally . damn . can someone pleaseee kill me .
我恨自己。
i hate ur attitude . yes ,, you may score better than me..
but so wat? your attitude sucks .
RMB : YOU MAY SCORE ALL DISTINCTIONS ,,
BUT THE SCH HAS FAILED YOU .