:/

Sorry for not being the best daughter on earth. Sorry.

For the past of 17+ years.. I nv did anything that disappoint you.

I never touch drugs, I never smoke, I dun steal and my results were acceptable.

But I realised I will never gain your trust. NEVER. I regretted landing on this earth.

UT2 was a disappointment. It was worse than UT3. Luckily, took leave during the hols.

Gonna chiong like a G6 for the ENTIRE week than shop like a G6 after that!

Told you my results during year 1.. and now I nv had a chance to tell you my UT2 results.

I felt v disappointed and had to tolerate the sadness myself. Do you even care?

All you did was nagging at my job. like as if I did not do anything well there..

yes, probably, maybe no one was ever proud of me. I'm sorry for being so unwanted.

For being a loner on this earth. Just me, alone. Maybe I should become the kid at the 9pm show.

Participate in gang fights, skip school, so on and so forth. Maybe thats the life I ought to be in.

haiz. wat can I do when when life is so screwed. though I know that there are ppl worse than me.

All I want to do now is to eat, sleep, study, work, shop. watever. going to do wat I wanna do.. :/

Do u know how it feels to encourage ur friend to be happy,

when you're not much happier than them? :/

I wanted to be independent. I wanted to be strong.

But I realized.. it was easier to be said than done.

Tears accumulated will soon drop one fine day..

because no one is always gonna stay that strong after all.